My mums friends and my own family make comments about me to her and it makes her feel like a failure and they make comments why dont they make them infront of me cause then i could defend her shes the best mum i could have and yeah Im the kid who went into therapy for suicide and yeah im  the kid who CANT JOIN A CONVERSATION AND THE KID WHO CANT HANDLE HER EMOTIONS AND THE KID WHOS “SPECIAL” yeah I get it im the specrum kid everyone talks about behind their back and yeah im different and yeah i feel alone i dont know how to help and im angry i need to let out my frustraition