-Read the title.
That's what I've done.
This time it may be a life sentence… or worse.
-Life has spiraled downward into a whirlpool of emptiness.
^… not even sure if that last line makes sense.
-In the midst of chaos, i found something good.
i ruined it.
-why do i sometimes capitalize and sometimes I don't?
-I've learned some valuable lessons lately.
Reassessed my life.
Making some changes.
Did i spell "reassessed" wrong?
Won't really do any good though.
The shit hole is too deep this time.
-Lol, ifyou only knew…
i mean for real, i can't tell people what's going on.
I hate typing "lol."
-some people can, some people can't.
^last sentence applies to everything you can think of.
-i wish that in some cases people could.
Wish in one hand and… i'm sure you know the rest.
-i was making a comment earlier and i couldn't spell "behaviour", or is it "behavior?"
-scars are moments etched into our skin to remind us of pain.
similar to a tatoo in some ways,but can't be removed.
perhaps covered by a tatooas adisguise.
-i just remembered that I can't remember.
have i grown dumb?
or just numb?
i'd like to be numb.
-never talk to turkeys that will stab your back.
i did.
became a week crazier for that.
made a painted cat and a purple necklace though.
gave it them to a priceless friend.
-I give too much.
or do i take too much?
or is it both?
why do i care?
-i wear my heart on my sleeve.
seems to be a bad place for it.
sleeves are often used for covering coughs and sneezes.
-5 days till an earthquake.
or maybe sunshine.
green would be a good color for that day.
-don't go outside.
it's not safe out there.
vista.
anxiety.
fear.
insanity.
Kerfluffle.
-read your hand, dumbass.
maybe it has good advice.
maybe i washed it off.
maybe i caused pain.
maybe I didn't know.
maybe it doesn't matter.
it doesn't.
no excuses.
-why do i have to keep resizing this damn profile pic?
did i spell "resizing" right?
why do I care so much if my grammar is correct?
i mean fuck, I went to logan high.
-the only thing that stays the same is change.
never get too comfortable with life.
it's going to change.
get used to it.
-do I have refills on those?
how do i get more?
-i'm too damn sensitive.
i think too much.
i care too much.
i hurt too much.
i'm tired of hurting.
sick of pain.
need a pain killer.
-my lower arm itches.
why is there tape on it?
i know.
but you don't.
well you do.
but only you.
-i'll keep you safe.
but i won't.
even though I want to.
but now i really can.
now is too late.
-the internet can be a blessing.
or a curse.
or it's all in how you use it.
it can take you on adventures.
if you let it.
-adventures can be good.
they can also be bad.
-take chances.
or not.
you may regret it if you don't.
-reality cuts like a knife.
a knife cuts into reality.
reality becomes a nightmare.
or is life a bad dream?
pinch me.
or lay me down to sleep.
