I have had some doubts and anxiety for my gender over the years ive been on 
this earth,at first i thought nothing of it.Then my BFF told me about her 
cousin who had the same problem so, i met her cousin. We talked for a bit 
and he told me that the reason he had anxiety was because he had something 
called gender dysphoria. I asked him what that meant and,he told me that its
when your mind gender and your birth sex don't match. We got talking some 
more and I told him that i had never felt like i had the correct body like
I was trapped in a girls body when i was supposed to be a boy. He then told 
me that he thinks i might have it too and, advised me to talk to somebody 
about it. I told him i didn't think i was quite ready for that yet. He said 
it was okay and that it takes some time,he said that if i wanted to talk to
somebody i could come talk to him. One day while we were talking i asked why
his voice didn't sound like a boy's, he then told me that he was once a girl
and, that he was something called transgender which he told me meant he was
of the oposite gender that he was when he was born. I then told him i didn't
know somebody could just switch genders, he said it takes time and patience.
I left that day repeating the word transgender in my head. When i got home
I went to my computer and, listened to videos of trans people talking about
their stories and the more research i did, the more excited i got. By the 
end of that day i knew who and what i was. I slept that night dreaming of 
becoming a boy. Now im on that path taking it one step at a time and making
progress.