is the fuckin stick in my back.
i was out last night drinkin my head off, i have a superhangover & she knows i will do, im a teenager; & she chooses now to nag me about a job>?
becasue im in a state to listen or even care.
thing is she donest just say "theres a job at *** *** **** "
she goes on on about how my brother has a job, n she doesnt like nagging him to get up in the morning while i just sit around. jobs are hard to come by … resesion… blah…your older brother doesnt have a job & he needs one… blah… why dont you have a look,…. its only 15mins walk away [baring in mind she’s a half marathon runner & 15 minutes for her is…. 45 mins for me. it takes me 25mins to get up the hill! for thats 5 minutes easily.]
i dont drive becasue a) my shoulder- which i very possibly having surgegy on so how im going to a dishwashing job i dont know, when im going to have to have like 6 weeks off not using my shoulder [ shes such an idiot]
b) she always complaing she doesnt have any money – that my dads in debt, so how the hell can they afford to pay for drving lessons & a car? ok the car will only be £500, but thats £500 we aparently dont have. so who is going to drive me to work on sundays?> when my other brother works in the opposite direction, my step mums prescious yoga & running takes up every saterday & sunday morning, & my dad has hockey coaching on sundays.
walk? 45 minutes to work so i arrive all nasty & sweaty? if its raining? cold. allow that.
i just wish she’d shut up some times & get off my back.
just simply say – theres a job at ********* & thats it. thats all i need to be told. you dont need to hammer home the point. becasue i really just wont listen.
theres sooo much more about my step mum i could say- shes one of the reasons im depressed. the way she makes me feel half the time im surprised im alive.