I hit my breaking point like 2 weeks ago and had decided to hang on to see my friends when school goes in person in a couple of weeks and we got our schedules and I don’t go to school on the same days as them so seeing them is off the table. Secondly, my pet chicken, Juliet, died yesterday and I was the one to find her which was both sad and terrifying. Although my dad says she just got sick and it isn’t anyone’s fault I still blame myself cause it was my job to take care of her and now I’m scared that I’ll mess something up and another pet will die.
And all of this is on top of the already passed breaking point and I am in all new classes with new people which is scary and I am quickly running out of free time but all I want to do is sleep so I don’t have to deal with any of this but I don’t have time for extra sleep.
I don’t know how to talk about my feelings to my parents or friends and I feel like more and more keeps piling up and I just don’t know what to do anymore.