Don’t tell the world you’re unstable and about to go.
When the clock strikes zero they’ll be no where in sight.
Not that they were ever there to begin with.
You just imagined all those moments to subside the meltdown.
But now those false moments are catching up to you.
Mocking you in your sleep, waiting for you to open your eyes.
Opening your eyes to a world you can’t believe.
A world where you’re alone, this shouldn’t be.
Close your eyes quickly and show the world you’re loved.
Hurry before the thought escapes your mind.
The thought is all you’ve ever had.
So keep it close as it runs away.
For the day that this thought escapes so will your life.
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