SO I blogged about this guy b4…Well he’s been kinda gone for a few days..but his friends were’nt THAT concerned b4…asked me last night whne id last talked ti him…guess id been the last one to talk to him Saturday…but i knoew he’d been on line sunday as he’d open (but not replied to whci was odd) an email from me on his myspace sunday afternoon) we usually talk everyday…on the phone, IM, etc…I LOVE that…we just have a very easy time talking about all sorts of stuff & it makes me feel good & happy…we also had plans for tommorrow night, i was gonna make him dinner & id have a chance to talk to him in person…well he’s still M.I.A. tonight his friends asked me again if he’d called me or id seen him…no 🙁 and now his cell is disconnected…that means he hasnt been to work…and his truck has been at his friends since friday…so unless we hear from him by morning…they r filing a missing person report…now im soo scared…worried…angry, confused…IDK~i mean did he just dissapear on his own? is it bcuz hes upset & needs to be away from everyone & think or something? but couldnt he have told someone? is that wrong of me to think? or did something happen to him….if/when he does come back…what will happen? should i be mad…should ijust be happy hes ok? will we b ok? idk what to do, what to think or expect…im already omixed up in general,,,meds not working…confused about where we are..we’d had a good talk friday..now IDK…sry im rambling but..this new news & his dissapearing..hurts, & idk..jsut.ehh…and i cant sleep just keep thinking too much…racing thoughts..:sad::confused1:i miss him & talking to him…..i just wish he would come home…be ok…and we’d have a chance to see what happens with us…but IDK…if there is still a chance for an us? like i said if/when he gets back..depeniding on why he left anyway..sry for the typos n spelling…jsut ugh kthx:sad: