A friend of mine in another group wrote this and it was like it was wrote about me minus the wife and husband part

So this is how it feels –

to be a mom, a wife, a friend

yet feel so alone

and like its never going to end

this is how it feels –

to never be good enough

how you spend every waking moment trying to please

yet somedays the battle is just too much

this is how it feels –

for nobody to understand

not even your husband

who claims to be your best friend

this is how it feels –

to say one thing and do another

to be perfect on the outside

but broken undercover

this is how it feels –

for your life to be a complete mess

yet people will judge you

on your only success

this is how it feels –

to have it all figured out

yet waking up every morning

in the shadow of your doubts

this is how it feels –

to be me in every way

happy on the outside

yet crying everyday….

this is how it feels –

to have depression and despair

and feel so alone yet people claim they're there

this is how it feels –

in the mind of the broken

somedays happy and content

somedays lonely and unspoken

this is how it feels –

to have a constant battle in your mind

people think you're crazy

and the next day they think you're kind

this is how it feels –

to suffer from mental strife

to be the girl who has everything

yet thinks to end her life

this is how it feels –

to cry yourself to sleep

and the one laying beside you

made promises he could not keep

this is how it feels –

to be here and out there

to be self destructive or mean and not even care

this is how it feels –

somedays it gets so bad

i wonder if this can be

the best i ever had….

this is how it feels –

to love your family with all your heart

yet want to run away

and be forever held apart

this is how it feels –

to be unimaginably confused

thanks to those who have tormented,

beaten, and abused

this is how it feels –

to be one day on top of it all

and the next day it comes crashing

like that ever dreaded fall

this is how it feels –

for someone with manic depression

who is at the end of their rope

and looking for ways of expression….

this is how it feels –

for a person who wants help

yet is too afraid to ask

because her family is too busy

and it seems a stressful task

this is how it feels –

to hide behind a lie

be the wife that they all dream of

yet somedays want to die

this is how it feels –

to wake up with a smile

then feel so sad you get sick

and the stress comes in a pile

this is how it feels –

to walk a day in my shoes

no matter what i do

                    I'll always feel like I lose.

– Ashley
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