The last 4 day I have been feeling sooooo much better. I was dealing with a lot of difficult issues, depression and anxiety, and I believe my boyfriend leaving go to to NYC is right now my #1 stressor in my life. Yet I love him so much I don’t want to leave him just because of my weaknesses. Every day I pray that I can keep this great happiness feeling and it doesn’t leave me and I will slip make into depression. I am so scared of that.

But i feel it coming on today around 12pm and I am fighting it sooooo hard because I like to be happy, Im nicer to be around and I think clearer and I enjoy life much better!