IS IT WRONG FOR ME NOT TO WANT TO GO AND VISIT MY FATHER??? HE HAD SURGERY AND IS NOW HOME BUT I DONT WANT TO GO VISIT!!!! IS THAT MEAN? I AM SOOOO UNCOMRORTABLE AROUND HIM AND YOU KNOW I CAN HARDLEY STAND HIS WIFE. I DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL LIKE THAT BUT I DO. HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME A FEW WEEKS AGO ON THE PHONE, I HAD TO MAKE MYSELF SAY THOSE WORDS AND I FELT ALL DIRTY AND GROSSED OUT AND UCK I DONT KNOW,, WHAT THE HECKS THAT??? I AM THE SAME WAY WITH MY MOTHER. SHE LIVES IN FLORIDA SO WE REALLY DONT HAVE MUCH OF A RELATIONSHIOP. I AM ALMOST UNEASY AROUND HER BUT NO LIKE MY DADS. I MAKE HUBBY DO AL THE VISITING AND TALKING TO THEM. HE’S SO GOOD AT THAT. CAN ANYONE ANSWER ME?? I HAVE FELT LIKE THIS FOR ALONG TIME. YEARS YEARS. MAYBE 20 OR BETTER. WHATS WRONG WITH ME TO FEEL THAT WAY??? HIS WIFE IS JUST ON MY NERVES. SHE IS SOOOOOO FAKE, I HATE THAT. I READ RIGHT THROUGH HER. SHE TOTALLY GOES OUT OF HER WAY TO DO THINGS AND WHAT NOT FOR EVERONE. BUT HAS SHE EVEN DONE ANYTHING FOR US???? SHIT NO. NOT THAT I WANT OR EXPECT HER TOO BUT YOU WOULD THINK SO, SHE HAS NO KIDS OF HER OWN. SHE DOES FAVOR MY SISTER AND HER DAUGHTER, MY NIECE IS HER FAVORITE, WHICH IS FINE. SHE HAS ALWAYS LEFT ME OUT OF FAMILY THINGS, GET TOGETHERS, AND DAY TRIPS, DINNERS OUT. NOPE WE ARE LEFT OUT SO I DO HAVE ALOT OF ANGER OVER THAT. PLUS I STILL AM REALLY HURT ABOUT HOW THEY HAVE BENT OVER BACKWARDS FOR MY SISTER’S WEDDING, OH MY IT WAS SUCH AN EVENT!! LET ALONE THE COLLEGE DEAL. WE WERE TRYING OUR BEST TO GET OUR LOT READY TO PUT OUR NEW MOBILE HOME ON IT. (15 YEARS AGO) WE ONLY MADE LIKE MIMINUM WAGE, HAD A BABY, LIVING ON GROUND BEEF. BUT WE NEVER EVER COMPLAINED, WELL SISTER WANT TO GO ON SPRING BREAK WITH FRINEDS AND SHE NEEDS CLOTHS AND WHAT NOT TO GO.THEY GAVE HER ALL THE MONEY SHE EVER NEEDED, I DID SAY SOMETHING SMART BUT HELL THATS BEEN SO LONG AGO HE FORGETS BUT I DID SAY SOMETHING & HE WAS LIKE OH OH UMM UMM WELL IN A FEW WEEKS I WAS GONA GIVE YOU SOME MONEY TO BUY THE TELEPHONE /ELECTRIC POLE. I SAID NO DONT BOTHER. MY POINT IS,I NEVER HAVE EXPECTD ANYTHING FROM ANYONE I LEARNED THAT SOOO LONG AGO. ME AND HUBBY HAVE GOTTEN AND DONE EVERYTHING ON OUR OWN. NO HELP FROM ANYONE. BUT MY KIDS WONT HAVE TO SCRAPE FROM WEEK TO WEEK. PARENTS DO THINGS FOR THERER CHILDREN. DONT THEY??? IS THAT WHY WE MAKE OUR LIVING LIKE WE DO SO OUR KIDS HAVE IT BETTER THEN WE DID???
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