i been doing goodand ijust feel i cnt just go back to who i was i want to prove to myself that i am strong and that i am the same person people can fall for and care about it so hard fighting these thoughts in my head trying to make me mad and hurt i just need people to talk to more than on and off it a struggle yes but im on the road to a better life college start in a couple month and i cannot wait im so happy when im there the feeling of having people around me that just want to have fun and enjoy life makes me feel that ill be just fine i know i cant do this alone i been trying so hard to do it alone telling myself if i cant be happy by myself than no one will make me happy but i feel i should have more trust and depend a little on people i love my college and i cant wait to start my class school was always helpful for me idk what i would do without it school was always my escap from my reality i could lock myself up in school and be happy i love school but staying home is hard when all i want to be is at college the days cant come fast enough it a new life i wont let boys get to me i will be okay if i get hurt if im lied to cheated on but i wont let it get to me anymore i just cant let my life fall back i made a chose to be happy and i wont let my hurt anger pai get to me i think no i kno this is who i am and who i alway want to be im happy and proud of myself i did bad things but im not letting it take over me
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2020 Suuuucks – COVID not included
JustMeHere, , Depression, Uncategorized, Anger, Career, Child, Depression, Domestic Abuse, PTSD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, Weight Loss, 1
So you know how they have that list of things to do to help mediate MDD symptoms. Exercise, eat...
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Just want things to plain sail :(
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not feeling too great at the moment. have been doing so well over the past few months and it’s...
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College Decision and Mental Health Deterioration
sosgirl, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Stress, 0
Just had surgery, so I figured since I'm not moving around on my feet for a few weeks, this...
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Fantasy and Dissappointment
Sanatee, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Anxiety, Questions, Suicide, 0
I was scrolling through Facebook while avoiding chores and I saw a post listing the attributes of Ego Love...
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Friends
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Depression, Schizophrenia, 0
I need to make more friends. That sounds juvenile, I suppose, but it’s true. Most of my good friends...
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Mixed Thoughts & Emotions
Edna16, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Relationships, Stress, Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
I don’t know if it’s just because of holidays, continuing pandemic, work, not having internet which means haven’t had...
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Teen Life
Randombee, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Child, Chronic Pain, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
Does anybody really know how to pinpoint when their anxiety or depression started? All I can remember is walking...
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Forever Alone
trueblue88, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Personality Disorder, Relationships, Therapist, 1
I went to the Puppy Park with my dog today. It's one of the only places I can socialize...
I love this. Let people you can trust help you. You go girl! 🙂
yea i do to thank you for helping me every time someone listen makes me feel better