Moments

      Time passes..I watch the dust in the light move..It never settles

Moments pass ……. My body aches ….so move .still there is pain

    I change channels on the TV ……….its all S H I T these days

Except the weather channel … forecasting… COLD…..like my heart

   I get up just to go to the bathroom…it takes all my energy

Moments pass……I lay ..looking at the ceiling..thinking, wondering

   Wishing I could get up …clean house….cause everything is messy

But there is no energy..no drive to do this..or anything.I need to eat

  I dont want to move I want to sleep…peacefully sleep ..my escape

Moments pass …time..I need to do something..i just depress myself

  Im so useless…lying here …do nothing…why do I exist????

Im not special ..Im not unusually smart or beautiful.. im me…

Moments pass..as I think of exactly how un-special I really am

   I havent done anything great…or extremely benevolent…nothing

I dont have anything to be truly proud of …. NO real impact

Moments pass…as i think of all these things im not…And then

 I know I may not be truly great or benevolent or super smart..but

I am someone who has the right to pursue happiness…and I should

With the Moments I can I will pursue my own happiness …because

I dont want my Moments to pass me by ..its not going to be to late

SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH YOUR MOMENTS??????

ITS NEVER TO LATE!