idk but i just notice i keep forgetting how i was abuse in the past i keep forgetting the person who truly hurt me i hated ever since i was born i dnt want to b needy no more i dnt want to take my problem out on my bf anymore i need to kno wat im getting myself into i lost the one guy who was close to me idk why i thought he cheated on me in the past idk when this started but im starting to think it might not even happen idk anymore but i do need to stop punishing myself for what i did in the past toorrow a new day n im happy that i found a website for online therapy it cheap n idk it might help me i sure i cnt fix everything but i can fix everything i need to do to better myself in life i a no longer a victume of depression i am a survier and that how it going to stay that how imma live day in and day out when im down ill remember who i want to be because im tired of this pathetic little girl i am now i was hurt yes but fuck it that not my life no one hurting me i only hurting myself i love my ex i just want to see the good in him i dnt hate my other ex but im gald how things turn out for him and his future wife there great for each other i couldnt offer him the relationship he wanted and he couldnt offer me it either the only person i want to make happy is me i cnt go to my support group this week or any time till the end of the month but ill keep talking to someone im suprise how the day turn out for me i cnt keep myself down i got this far n i moving on
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Love/Acceptance
goingbananas, , Depression, Child, Depression, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Parenting, Relationships, Religion, 0
For some strange reason Im motivated to blog. It 's summertime and school is out. Eventhough, I complain about...
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To my friends…
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I know I haven’t been online lately. Some people may not have noticed, but I’ve been doing fine and...
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Life
CareBlair1985, , Depression, Stress, Therapist, 2
Lately it feels like life (the devil) is fighting me so hard. From the attitude & verbal tone of...
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College Life…
depressednstressed, , Depression, Depression, 1
I've been here for about a week now… well a week on Friday. I came a week early as...
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Old habits
mamabear18, , Depression, Stress, 1
It is so frustrating, you think you have something licked and the urges come back. Lately I’ve been having...
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No obligations, please.
Unique_person, , Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
Have you ever felt obligated to do something for someone? Have you ever done an obligated deed out of...
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It's too hot and I'm too tired again.
Ghostgirl, , Depression, Sleep Disorders, 1
I made the mistake of staying up way too late last night reading. At least you could consider that...
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Crazy Great Weekend
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So this weekend was actually good. Friday I suggested to my honey that we go eat at Red Lobster...