One day, i dont know why really, but i felt like death itself. A new kind of feeling, a new kind of lonely, a new kind of sad, a new kind of angry, a new kind of emotion. I guess it was because i started hanging out with who were being ab*sed and had depression, that’s what i like to tell myself. In a way i felt all hope leave me, and never came back. It’s been a while since that day, and every twist and turn in this adventure has been more and more difficult. I ended up discovering i was Bisexual and that i had a love for creation that i’d like to pursue, so not gonna lie saying this has all been bad because… it hasn’t. Deep down i know is should tell someone properly about this so i can get some actual help but fear fuels hate and overtime i’ve grown to hate venting to close ones. What i’m saying is, if you have only just entered this journey, don’t hesitate to reach out. Seize the moment and take the opportunity, because if you don’t, you will regret it.
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Fade…
harley9, , Depression, 1
up and down, trading between dark blue and white, one minute im the happiest person alive, and the next,...
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Scared and Depressed with news that I have rare deadly family cancer gene.
WorriedJohnyBoy, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Therapist, Therapy, 1
How can you deal with life knowing you have 40 to 70% lifetime risk ofdeveloping deadly pancreatic cancer? Genes...
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Funny but sad
Azura_Mikio, , Depression, Depression, Grief, Questions, Religion, Therapist, 0
When I think about it… my life kinda makes me just want to laugh at loud. All the bullshit,...
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Floating and sinking, feeling like an alien and fearing aliens
Teee, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Anxiety, Child, OCD, Personality Disorder, Questions, 0
From a very young age I’ve had these moments, these experiences, which are difficult to describe, difficult to understand....
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Depression sucks.
sammam29, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 3
It’s a living hell. I wish I was dreaming. I can’t even leave my house without getting stalked or...
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18+ only. Sorry, i had to get this out
Sciencegirl, , Depression, Anxiety, Medication, Parenting, Sleep Disorders, 0
I don’t know where to start with my feelings anymore. It seems like everything I say has been said...
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A few frustrations
inkatobacherry, , Depression, Anger, Depression, Questions, Suicide, 0
the past two days i wasnt able to get on to DT! It was sooo frustrating. I was sooo...
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Cry
Teig, , Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Relationships, 4
I might just go psycho, my boyfriend is back in my life sadly, known that he cheated on me,...