My friends think I’m funny, I’m in a punk/goth/LGBTQ friend group. I believe that Sukuna and Gojo are two of the hottest anime characters of all time. That is who I am (or try to be) in public. At home, my family never understands me. I recently told them that I’m trying to be gothic but it’s kinda hard when they get me colorful clothes. I tried not to be rude about it, but now they just make fun of me. So I now know I should never open up to them again. Also a little hard when they don’t know that I’m bisexual.

Basic Motto: If my family doesn’t like me, then nobody does.

I remember how every once in a while, when I forget to do one thing (just one), like refilling the dogs’ water bowl, my mom says I’m pathetic.

My friends and three of my relatives understand and like me but despise the people in my household.

I can’t figure out a way for my family to just leave me alone.

So far, I have made 2 poems about how much I hate them. I’m also writing a novel about it. I’ve found a song about a girl who hates her mom. Pretty chill.

What should I do?