When I watched Tv as a child I used to constntly feel I had to spell everything everyone said. I would get frustrated because it was so hard to keep up. I would mute the tv until I did so I couldn't hear anything ( thereby not havin to spell it) Eventually I got control of this…somewhat. I still have a bit of it. A lot of people ask me how to spell things, lol.
I also used to have this thing about my socks. My mother used to be so aggravated by it. She would start having me get my shoes on a half hour before we were due to leave. I would put on my socks over and over and over and over and if it didn't feel right, if it still felt like there was a wrinkle at all I would rip them off an dstart over. I would sit on the floor and scream in frustration about it.
I used to count doing circular motions on the knuckles of my fingers to certain numbers and if I didn't make the circular motion circular enough I'd start all over and switch hands to make it even on both sides.
Sometimes when I read certain phrases or sentences get stuck in my head. Songs too. When I try to sleep sometimes the song is in my head so badly I just can't sleep. People thought I had insomnia as I would literally stay up until I was about to fall asleep in my chair so that I could finally conk out and not have to worry about lying in bed for three hours trying to sleep.
And.. for a long time I would drink to self medicate. -_-;
Now I woke up today, it was very hard to sleep last night. I feel so anxious, as if I've done something wrong, but I haven't. :sigh: I have to do dishes and get ready for work soon.
Catch everyone later.
Why is there nos pell check on here? It's driving me nuts, lol.